Recent headlines:
World: Johnson defends Brexit plan and ‘row’ silence (Looks like we’re getting British Donald Trump for PM…)
Gaming: Halo: The Master Chief Collection’s first closed PC test starts next week (duhduhduhDUNNNNNN)
I’m playing: Assassin’s Creed Odyssey, Crash Team Racing Nitro-Fueled (HELL YEAH), Crackdown 3 (Xbox Game Pass on PC!)
There are a few things in this world which are widely accepted by society despite their flaws existing in their very titles. The two examples I can think of are the Conservative party, and capitalism. I laugh whenever a Conservative politician tries to sell a progressive attitude. Mate, your party is literally named after the idea of keeping things the way they were. But I’m not here to get particularly political today. I want to talk about capitalism.
Capitalism – to capitalise on an opportunity. To further your own needs at the expense of another. Capitalism is the way of the western world, and it’s exhausting. More and more, I feel like I can’t take two steps without someone trying to sell me something. I listen to a lot of podcasts, and they’re all sponsored. And I get it, you’ve got to make money for your content, I don’t resent that. But good gravy does it get tiring.
The reason I bring this up is because in my workplace – that same workplace from a few months ago where I discussed layoffs – in my workplace, they’re tightening up on efficiency and productivity because of said layoffs. The idea is that with less people working there the rest of us can get paid more (out of our discontinued annual bonus), so long as we work harder and pick up the slack. And new hires face a more brutal assessment scheme which is balanced in favour of the employer getting a fresh rotation of hard workers as opposed to investing in an employee and seeing a return from that. It all just seems like a very transparent attempt to make more money at the expense of the staff.
So that bugs me. But what bugs me more is that in light of all of this, I’ve seen myself becoming a yes man. For instance, when a manager took the time to explain all of this to me, to tell me why it’s good that temps are easier to get rid of, I sat there and I went “oh,” “ahh,” and “I guess I never saw it that way.” I didn’t ask about people new to our sector who wouldn’t work efficiently in their first month. I didn’t ask about people with mental health issues that stay in work because of initiatives like this one. I just sat and nodded like a bloody sycophant, because it was easier, because I can hardly sit in a room with someone and have a conversation for longer than five minutes without feeling awkward about eye contact or my body positioning, let alone complain about the ethical ramifications of corporations using humans as depletable resources.
I know I should be easier on myself. I know being easier on myself has been the basis of most of my steps forward in mental health this year. But I also can’t ignore the fact that change only occurs when people take action, and people like me are the ones who should be taking action the most.
Man. It just really grinds my gears.
Further reading
The Weekly Deathmatch #61 – Destiny 2 – Kristian Loves Videogames